Hello.
I was suffering from a very depressive episode for a few days so..I feel a bit off with resuming things today. I’m sorry about that.
I drew tkb’s mum with baby tkb in her sling. Lots of anatomy mistakes (due to some rust it seems) but fuck it. I’ll correct them someday, I guess.
Lately, it seems my violent and depressive thoughts have gotten worse. There’ll probably come a time when they will devour my entire existence.
For now, I’ve kept them at bay, slightly.
sigh.
I wish I can sleep and never wake up again. Life is too painful and tiresome.
I’m trying my best to fight this suicidal voice in my head, though.
I have to.
m i l l i e k o u 
wow I’m loving the textures here :0 Your illustrative work is top tier as always
Sending love your way~~~ You have won every battle, and I know you will win the next!! Take care of yourself ; 0 ;
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Aww thank you, soso. <333 im doing a bit better now. ///hugs//
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“I wish I can sleep and never wake up again.” – I don’t think I’ve ever seen someone write out word-for-word the exact thought that’s been going through my head pretty much everyday this year 😦
I’m so sorry you’ve been having (sadly relatable) feelings of depression, but please know you’re not alone in feeling this way and that there IS a light at the end of the tunnel. We’ve got to fight for it everyday, and I know for a fact that your amazing art and the YGO fandom in general is a big reason why I’ve been able to get through this year!
It’s tough and I know that these are just words, but above all else remember that you deserve to be happy and that all we can do is take each day one day at a time ❤
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Agh, I’m so sorry, Rochelle. Depression really sucks ass, honestly. Especially that feeling of numbness and not wanting to be alive or just exist. You’re not alone and We can do this! //hugs and gives you hot cocoa// I’m feeling a bit better now though and n’awwwww, thank you for the praise and constant support. I really am super grateful to have people like you in the fandom ^\\\\^ And yes, I still have some comic ideas/stories to tell in the fandom so that’s what is also keeping me alive in some way too, lol. :’D
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“I wish I can sleep and never wake up again.” – I don’t think I’ve ever seen someone write out word-for-word the exact thought that’s been going through my head pretty much everyday this year 😦
I’m so sorry you’ve been having (sadly relatable) feelings of depression, but please know you’re not alone in feeling this way and that there IS a light at the end of the tunnel. We’ve got to fight for it everyday, and I know for a fact that your amazing art and the YGO fandom in general is a big reason why I’ve been able to get through this year!
It’s tough and I know that these are just words, but above all else remember that you deserve to be happy and that all we can do is take each day one day at a time ❤
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