The past few days have been unexpectedly turbulent and even with today. I was looking forward to drawing stuff this afternoon until some texts came in so I felt demotivated, ugh.
And my sleep wake cycle is all messed up.
Gods, I really wish I was a vampire. I could do with not being out in the sun forever anyway as long as I’m immortal and not having anything like time looming over me.
Also drinking blood doesn’t cost money compared to human food, haha. hmm….imagine how much money you’d save up by being a vampire?
Vampire talk aside,
it’s this mental exhaustion and weariness that has sapped my creative energy and passion. I just want to be able to draw without so many rl tasks and pressures pressing down on me.
Anyway, doodling some requests….there were some deathship and citronship requests and im like…Gods, I have too many ideas for them I don’t know what to choose, haha. I end up overwhelming myself for such a simple request.
I literally have to choose over a hundred ideas I listed back in the day, haha. (yep, it’s a whole LOT…and in notebooks too, bahaha.)
I’m currently thinking of one doodle request by a regular commission client so ofc they get the special treatment (wink) about Mirror! Jou getting some love from Mirror! Seto and I kinda wanna doodle an nsfw one. But ofc it’s tumblr so I wanna be cautious and make it semi-nsfw, haha.
I used to like puppyshipping back in the day temporarily and then didnt like it as the years went by. The like was mostly an infatuation to it since Kaiba and Jou are an “opposites attract” kind of couple but the more I looked into it, I personally can’t find a way for their canon versions to love each other naturally. But ofc, I respect people who ship them. I don’t have anything against puppyshippers and I can see the appeal. (And I’m a deathshipper so I can’t judge, haha.)
Mirror puppyshipping was unexpected af though, lol. I think I’ve said this before but Me and Rin just made their mirror selves be close to each other because it was fun, it was ooc and cute to see them get along well compared to canon. And then, we ended up talking about how they deal with class differences and how they both deal with their annoying and obnoxious siblings, all those serious topics for fleshing out their characters ended up as why we started shipping them, haha.
So now. I’m having a dilemma on what kind of “giving love” Mirror! Kaiba would give to Jou. It’s so petty, I know, lol. I have a one track mind so the theme is …it’s obviously something…
...naughty. ( ಠ ͜ʖಠ)