I’m not sure if I should consider this post nsfw when its just me talking about doing art studies on bewbs and penises, but to be on the safe side, I’ll just put nsfw in the title in case there are people sensitive to…genital talk I guess.

I’m still having difficulty drawing the ~ perfect ~ bewbs haha. Esp the shape. I can’t do a perfect tear drop shape and it’s sometimes difficult where to put the nipples on different angles.

I had to watch porn videos to observe how they look in a variety of angles and for some reason, they resemble baozi (Delicious pork buns) with a coloured tip when you look at them from below, so I ended up getting hungry and craving for baozi. :’D

I am still craving for them as I type this…..

Probably going to get some tomorrow, gah.

On penises, I didn’t get to draw as many compared to bewbs today but they’re also difficult to draw for me most especially on proportions.

They’re still easier to draw than vulvas though. I’m a cis woman and even I find it difficult to draw a vulva because of their location down there. It’s so difficult to grasp where exactly I should put the vagina (hole) at a specific angle. And like what’s the exact distance between the vagina from the butthole and how do you make it accurate from different views?

Geez. Why did the universe or god if he ever exists designed human bodies to be so fucking complicatedhaha. Why can’t we all just be stick bodies instead?

It was a pain in the ass to watch those porn videos tbh. It got so tedious having to study the anatomy of them having sex that it felt like such a chore.

As a side note:

In regards to the topic of porn content, I often try to avoid consuming real life / professional porn stuff nowadays because of my…

…very left-leaning beliefs now gah. ^^;;

I mostly look at 3d porn videos now as reference because there’s less exploitation. I mean, a majority I watch are made by indie animators so it’s a more ethical reference, I guess? The downside is that, they suffer from same body syndrome, haha.

So I’m forced to go look at real life porn pictures if I want more diversity. (I think this is where mastery of stylising is utilized.)

3d stuff is so advanced now which amazes me. ultra realistic! Even the way the boobs bounce and when the penises get erect are very high quality and natural looking. 0_o

That ends my blurb about drawing genitals, lol.