WIP

I’ve been meaning to finish this comic today but I was busy with other stuff earlier. ORZ

Here’s a WIP shot of the upcoming short comic strip:

He looks constipated, doesn’t he?

I’ll be at the countryside this weekend for family obligations hence why I’m so frustrated about not finishing this today. :/

I’ll do my best to finish this short comic strip on Monday, though. I’m aiming for a rough or “unpolished” style because my goal is to be very loose with drawing and colouring, haha. Not that I want it to be ugly but I want to find comfort in making “rough” works. It might help me overcome my anxiety and perfectionism. (。・・)ノ

OC – rock

Trying to experiment more with colouring using my OCs. I got lazy halfway through with the guitar and hands, though.

Also, I still suck at values ORZ. That’s something I really have to improve on.

COMMISSION 32 : BEWD x REBD

A full coloured chibi commission for DarkFluffy98 who wanted a fusion of Red Eyes Black Dragon and Blue Eyes White Dragon ^_^

I’m not exactly super skilled when it comes to designing creatures especially when they are fusions of dragons of Duel Monsters ehehe…. sorry but I like to think this helped me get out of my comfort zone. Making this was very challenging since the beginning hence why it took more time than I expected for me to finalise and finish this commission. ^_^

gasdfgfd

Hello.

I’ve been posting dreary thoughts here for the past weeks…Sorry. ORZ

But I’m doing okay now. I’ve confided in some people, did some self reflection and had some realisations…

One thing that I should REALLY have stop doing is to…stop thinking too much, lol. I worry about so many things that I end up not doing anything.

Ahh, Anxiety (GAD) fucks with your brain big time . I often wonder how many times I’ve self-sabotaged myself due to my anxiety disorder lol. (probably like a hundred times already)

Anyway, yeah, I’ll be going to therapy for that soon. I desperately need to curb it as it’s been getting so bad and in the way of my art and irl. I’ve also been busy sorting out stupid documents a few days ago and that has been contributing to my lack of energy and more anxious and depressive thoughts.

welp.

The hardest part is getting the ball rolling.

oc

Trying to familiarise myself with more of CSP’s tools.


And below is a wip of a bewd fusion. ^_^

I’m not skilled with drawing monsters or dragons so this proved quite difficult for me to make. ‘Quite challenging but it’s good to go out of my comfort zone.

That’s pretty much what I want to say for today. Sorry if it doesn’t make any sense (like the usual). My brain is packing it in since it’s so late at night here but I want to be able to update my blog like before.

I know I’ve been ….so irregular for the past months but I’m doing my best to draw more despite my mental health struggles this year. ^^

some ocs

Hello.

I thought I could doodle some dumb OCs last week to experiment with more styles.

And it’s good to take a break from fanart sometimes. :’D

These OCs were actually made accidentally from just brainstorming ideas with Rin, as always, lol. We always end up making stories and scenarios whenever we chat or talk about the most mundane of things.

The hairstyle just gets crazier probably due to ygo’s influence on me, lol but the spikes are from copious amounts of hair gel. So it’s not exactly his natural hairstyle. (And he’s a Marxist punk during a time setting that’s based on the 80s and 90s;a period that marked a destruction of the working class in the uk and in other places)

Obviously, I still have to enhance more of his design. I wanna add tattoos to the guy but its such a pain in the arse to have to keep drawing them so I’d rather not add them, haha.

Other doodles of them below:(18 yr old version and 40 yr old version)

I was actually pretty nervous posting these here because it’s not fanart but I wanna be able to post OCs here as well. ^^;;>