Base colour commission of FariaOrion’s Vtube avatar 💙
Chibi commission of Guil-T- Pleasurez’s OC 💜
It’s always a pleasure drawing their OCs. ╰(*°▽°*)╯
‘Back from the countryside and finished this short comic today 😀
I kept the colouring style simple and basic. I tried to resist getting carried away and making it detailed, ehe…It’s a bad habit of mine to suddenly make everything detailed when it’s not necessary.
Not as appealing as I’d like it to be but it’s a start, I guess.
I’ve been meaning to finish this comic today but I was busy with other stuff earlier. ORZ
Here’s a WIP shot of the upcoming short comic strip:
I’ll be at the countryside this weekend for family obligations hence why I’m so frustrated about not finishing this today.
I’ll do my best to finish this short comic strip on Monday, though. I’m aiming for a rough or “unpolished” style because my goal is to be very loose with drawing and colouring, haha. Not that I want it to be ugly but I want to find comfort in making “rough” works. It might help me overcome my anxiety and perfectionism. (。・・)ノ
I need to make more comics. ORZ
So I realised another problem which hindered me for months.
(yeah I know I have a lot of problems, lololol)
I spent too much time trying so hard to come up with poncy “artsy” abstract illustration ideas ( the ones I often see on Pinterest and IG) but I realised that…. it’s not my thing?
I mean, I can do those when I’m in the mood which is rare but I ended up forcing myself to be like someone else. It stemmed from my insecurity and internalising, assuming with what I’ve been reading and seeing.
I thought that being unable to come up with those kinds of art was me being uncreative. And that’s another factor why I felt depressed previously. I couldn’t think of any “artsy” ideas no matter how much I forced myself to. I felt so bad about myself because I thought I was just an impostor. I was uncreative.
Am I an artist if I can’t draw like those? If I can’t draw like them?
Am I creative if I can’t conjure those kinds of artworks and ideas?
But art is not all abstract.
Creation is creative.
There are a variety of art styles and themes. I pressured myself too much to make a type of art that isn’t my thing, that isn’t my passion and doesn’t give me satisfaction. All because I felt that fanart wasn’t creative enough. That comics weren’t what made me a “true” artist. That I thought straightforward art wasn’t artistic.
I love comics. I love fanart. I love to do straightforward art. I’m in the zone whenever I make them. I get fulfilled whenever I finish them. Why the fuck was I forcing myself to meet standards that stemmed from my assumptions and other people’s opinions?
Despite the fact that I have an entire notebook filled with ideas to draw, I ended up fixating too much on what I didn’t have, what I thought I should be rather than what I have.
I just wanna draw what I want, gah.
Trying to experiment more with colouring using my OCs. I got lazy halfway through with the guitar and hands, though.
Also, I still suck at values ORZ. That’s something I really have to improve on.
I got a shepherd’s strain ORZ.
I have this bad habit of wrapping some of the dog leash around my wrist during walking especially on our street where my dog just gets super excited to walk so he pulls so hard.
‘Never doing that wrapping again, gah. My wrist hurts so much now.
This chibi art is my excuse to draw a pie I recently came to love (and crave!) with my favourite ship.
So the story is, I tried some Lemon Cream Pie a few months ago and I never expected to end up falling in love with its taste and velvety texture, haha. I was never a fan of lemon-y desserts like lemon cakes, lemon squares, etc. because I couldn’t imagine eating something especially a dessert that had a lemon taste. I always thought that lemons are only good as a drink (lemonade) or something to accompany a seafood dish but this pie changed my mind. It was sooo scrumptious and smooth I ended up eating probably more than half of the entire pie, eheh…^_^;;
I love citronshipping so much that whenever I see lemons or any fruit resembling citron fruits, my mind imemdiately goes to that ship, haha.
And drawing food is relaxing so why not make an artwork of a favourite ship PLUS a favourite dessert?
A full coloured chibi commission for DarkFluffy98 who wanted a fusion of Red Eyes Black Dragon and Blue Eyes White Dragon ^_^
I’m not exactly super skilled when it comes to designing creatures especially when they are fusions of dragons of Duel Monsters ehehe…. sorry but I like to think this helped me get out of my comfort zone. Making this was very challenging since the beginning hence why it took more time than I expected for me to finalise and finish this commission. ^_^