So I’ve been editing some scanned photos of my old artworks as I’m decluttering and I realised one of the sketches was Irene.
damn, I’ve always loved her character since, haha.
I was feeling sad seeing those more than a decade old sketchbook images of mine. Thinking about it, my mind during those years must have been so cluttered. The drawing from 2010/11 above has heads on top of heads. Unfinished heads at that, lol.
Gods, was I so disorganised.
I didn’t even put dates on most of my sketches back then, haha. (Hence me being unsure if it was drawn in 2010 or 2011..either of those years) That’s how unserious I was with art.
And yet I compare myself with those artists I see who suddenly had such a big improvement in 1-2 years which led me to feeling more sad than the usual nostalgia sadness because I end up regretting about the years I wasted by not taking art seriously up until I joined the ygo fandom.
But of course, it would be terribly unfair for me to compare myself to those kinds of artists. I don’t know their circumstances.Continue reading