More than a decade later…

So I’ve been editing some scanned photos of my old artworks as I’m decluttering and I realised one of the sketches was Irene.

damn, I’ve always loved her character since, haha.

I was feeling sad seeing those more than a decade old sketchbook images of mine. Thinking about it, my mind during those years must have been so cluttered. The drawing from 2010/11 above has heads on top of heads. Unfinished heads at that, lol.

Gods, was I so disorganised.

I didn’t even put dates on most of my sketches back then, haha. (Hence me being unsure if it was drawn in 2010 or 2011..either of those years) That’s how unserious I was with art.

And yet I compare myself with those artists I see who suddenly had such a big improvement in 1-2 years which led me to feeling more sad than the usual nostalgia sadness because I end up regretting about the years I wasted by not taking art seriously up until I joined the ygo fandom.

But of course, it would be terribly unfair for me to compare myself to those kinds of artists. I don’t know their circumstances.

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03.11.2021 journal entry

Gods, I friggin shipped this Blood + couple so much since I was little, haha.

(And yeah, my young arse watched this kind of anime because my parents were so busy with work they didn’t exactly monitor what I watched…unfortunately. :/)

I should re-do this into a cleaner digital artwork /comic since i messed up the painting here ORZ.

If you haven’t watched the series but want to, I suggest not scrolling down further because of spoilers.

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kairene <3333

Slowly easing into doodling after two hell weeks filled with PMS symptoms lol.

I love this ship from Blood Plus so much >v<. It’s not everyday you get to see a female vampire x male human couple that’s not in a seinen fem harem.